That one, really

Hi guys,

it hase been a while since I work on this space. to be frankly sepaking, actually time does not goes well with me. After started my new life earlier this year, the workload just getting bigger. Last week I even don’t have any rest day off. Started from last monday, until this monday, not a single day to rest. Working until late night, some can go to 10pm and training during the weekend, that just my routine every week. Who have time to even himself when they need to work like that?

at london? in your dream :D 

I remember on sunday, when I started my new shift which required to come on sunday. there is no enthusiasm  at all to work. When I walk back and forth around the company, I barely keep my heads up. I was staring down on the floor, not having a great mood. even other ask why I not really speak with them. A 7 days a week without rest, yes. that is my answer to them.

Tired body really make someone suffer. Last sunday, I made a mistake for urgent product. When I told my boss, he said that things always happened when you are tired.

I also made a foolish statement. As you aware, every words spoken cannot be undone. Once it done, its done. that’s it. no turning back for you. you can apologize, but the damage is already there. macam pepatah melayu “terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata, buruk padahnya”.

Nevertheless life must goes on. and today, some of the thing just getting better. The moral is up. No more staring at the floor while working. The smile on the face start to grow again. When having you smile at someone, and that person replies back with the same gesture, it can change your day slightly better. But still, actually really miss the smile that I haven't seen for a while. I really love the smile,and the stuttering. Its very cute actually. Really miss that one. Really.

Kerja shift

Aku sekarang ni kerja normal shift. Tapi minggu depan akan mula kerja shift. Tapi bukan shift 7 pagi 7 malam. Kerja normal working hours, 8pagi sampai 5 petang. Cuma hari bekerja tu dah lain. Sekarang ni kena kerja Ahad sampai khamis, so cuti hari jumaat dan sabtu. Actually ada satu lagi shift, kerja hari selasa sampai sabtu. Tapi lepas tiga bulan nanti aku kena tukar ke shift tu.

One thing bila kena kerja macam ni, cuti dah tak sama dengan orang lain. Family cuti hari ahad, tapi kita kena kerja hari Ahad. So ada yang tak best sikit dekat situ. Tapi sebab management arahkan semua new process engineer untuk sustain production line pada weekend, kita kena ikut. Engineer yang lama tak nak datang weekend, jadi kita yang baru ni lah yang kena. 

Sekarang ni pun aku ada training setiap sabtu under TESDEE program. Satu program graduate trainee under government. So cuti yang tinggal sekarang hari Jumaat saja. Kalau hari jumaat, tak feel sangat lah cuti tu kan. 

Isu Lynas, adakah kita bersedia?

Isu pembinaan kilang pemprosesan nadir bumi oleh Lynas ni memang makin hangat. Dari segi logik, kita dah tahu kenapa Australia yang mempunyai kawasan yang besar pun, masih lagi nak dibuat di malaysia. Sedangkan apabila jauh, kos dari segi pengangkutan akan meningkat secara mendadak. Secara tak langsung kos pemprosesan, harga asal nadir bumi yang di proses itu pun akan menjadi tinggi.

Jadi apabila difikir secara logik, kenapa perlu bersusah payah untuk bina kilang di satu kawasan yang jauh, sedangkan austalia mempunyai luas kawasan berkali-kali ganda dari malaysia. So kenapa? Yes, semua akan setuju bila kita kata kilang pemprosesan nadir bumi ni berbahaya. Isu sekarang ni ramai yang nak hentikan pembinaan kilang tersebut. Tapi nampak nya seperti masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri.

Jadi sepatutnya kita perlu fokus kepada isu lain, bagaimana mereka boleh menjamin keselamatan orang sekeliling terjamin.  Apa precaution plan yang mereka ada? Did they prepared for the worst situation?  Itu yang patut kita risaukan sekarang ini. Ambil contoh seperti yang berlaku kepada loji nuklear di jepun selepas dilanda, Tsunami, dan gempa bumi  yang teruk. Dapatkah kita bersedia for the worst?